Not Feeling The Burn

Nope. Not at all. I haven't started working out yet. I keep telling myself that I will get there, but then I don't. One thing after another happens and I turn to food to help me feel better. My heart is constantly being ripped out and just when I begin to think its repairing itself, something new happens. So I call on my old friends Otis Spunkmeyer and Blue Bell and let go. I'm so tired of all the heart ache and I really don't think I can survive the last shredding of my heart.